Monthly Rewind: April 2026

Monthly Rewind: April 2026

L I F E

All I’ve done this month is play Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream. Send help.

B O O K S

In April, I read 7 books!

For transparency, every book marked with * are titles I received for free as I currently work at PRH UK.

Yuki, I Love You!

A cute slice of life one shot following Haru and Yuki, two childhood friends turned lovers, as live their lives together. I feel like I rarely read manga where the main couple is already established. This one is short but sweet. I found it randomly while scrolling through TikTok!

We’ll Prescribe You Another Cat*

We return to the Kokoro Clinic for the Soul with new patients in dire need of some feline assistance. A lovely sequel! I was worried it would feel rather repetitive considering the format of the plot. But instead it continues its heart-warming streak from the first book!

Bad Queer

A novel in verse following a non-binary teen falling in love for the first time. I loved the illustrations that were all around this book! A punchy and intimate look of first love and loss. I’m not big on novel in verse but this was so, so lovely.

A Prince Among Pirates

Running away from an arranged marriage, Kit Davenport finds himself embarking a ship he should ever be seen on. The Deliverance is manned by a crew of misfits led by a charismatic Reggie Sharpe. Life at sea is not for all but Kit has no choice if wants to keep running from his past.

I refuse to acknowledge the existence of the U.K cover. The U.S. cover above is so stunning and is what caught my eye when I first saw the book on Instagram. HarperCollins UK, please see me in the backrooms, we have some things to discuss..

I don’t know why but for some reason, I thought this was a fantasy at first glance but it’s actually historical fiction! A light-hearted fun read but still manages to tackle serious topics of its time such as colonialism and piracy. Also, I found it funny that Reggie’s name is in the book description but for most of the book, it’s actually hidden from the reader. Kit is even shocked to learn his name and I just sat there thinking, “was I supposed to be shocked too?๐Ÿ˜…”

The romance is so sweet! I actually preferred the growing friendship of Kit and his fellow crewmates on the ship but it was fun seeing Kit and Reggie grow as the story developed.

I have to admit there is only one thing that I hated about this book but it’s not the fault of the book at all. Reggie refers to Kit as Kitten constantly. And if you watch my streams where I play the game Love and Deepspace, then you will already know how I feel about pet names. (Spoiler: I don’t like them at all!) It’s the ONE thing I couldn’t get over this entire book. I loved this book and it made me feel so bad that this one little thing was so close to ruining my reading experience. My rating for this book is 5/5 because it deserves it but just know in my soul that a little part of me died every time Reggie said Kitten.

The King in Yellow*

A collection of weird fiction stories linked to The King in Yellow. This book is very odd and can be divided into two sections. The first part that deals with stories through the theme of The King in Yellow which is a title to a play that causes people to go mad when they read it. The second half of the book turns more light hearted. I kind of love how confused this book made me feel.

A fun reason as to why I was reading this book: Minecraft.

Yes, Minecraft.

This month, I had watched a video called “Searching for a World That Doesn’t Exist” – a Minecraft Alternate Reality Game (ARG). A Minecraft ARG is a horror-theme narrative where fiction blends with reality to create this unfolding story. The story follows a player named Avery exploring a corrupted Minecraft world on a used laptop. This two part series draws heavily on the King in Yellow mythos, focusing on the psychological impact of forbidden knowledge and how it breaks down Avery.

The video is pure psychological horror and was such a phenomenal watch that it made me want to read The King in Yellow to understand the mythos a bit more.

An Elixir for Wonderlust

Tal has spent the last nine years on the run, but he’s not a criminal. Instead, he is being chased by a Wraith, a spirit which manifested after twenty-four townspeople of Shearwater, including Tal and his father, walked into the river and drowned – except only Tal returned unscathed. When he returns home to attend his grandfather’s funeral, Tal doesn’t plan on staying until his sibling convinces him to see the town’s newest healer who so happens to be the very person he had a one-night stand with the night prior. But Tal is determined to end the curse once and for all but the wraith is unforgiving and they might just drown under the pressure of Shearwater Spring.

NEW ALISTAIR REEVES BOOK MEANS I GET TO BE EVEN MORE ANNOYING ON THE INTERNET.

10/10. No notes. I might have cried a little when we had the cameo from Briar/Rowan and Ambrose/Emery. (the previous couples from the series) I’m sorry if you’re a Twitch viewer because you must be SICK of me constantly talking about this series.

Voices in the Sea Foam

A modern manga retelling of The Little Mermaid where the mermaid is reincarnated into Aito who has his memories from his past life returned to him when he meets the current reincarnation of his prince.

Once again, I am cursed to read beautiful one-shot mangas where I yearn for more. I do think this story would’ve benefitted from being a bit longer to let the reincarnation part settle in but it was beautiful nonetheless. I’m so glad I found this while randomly scrolling through Netgalley.


Thatโ€™s it for this month! Tell me what went on in YOUR life this month! What sort of things was important for you this month? New obsessions? New TV shows? Or book? Any new song recs (Iโ€™m always open to new music!)? Best books you read this month?

Monthly Rewind: March 2026

Monthly Rewind: March 2026

L I F E

This March, I celebrated my 28th birthday! I don’t really celebrate birthdays anymore but this year, I decided to go see My Neighbour Totoro in theatre! I love how they brought to life the story and magic of Ghibli to stage! Bravo to the team bringing Totoro to life, I gasped so loudly when I first saw him on stage.

B O O K S

In March, I read 6 books!

For transparency, every book marked with * are titles I received for free as I currently work at PRH UK. Books marked **are PRH UK books but I purchased them with my own money.

Eternal Shadows

When the King of Darkness dies suddenly, a battle ensues among those next in line. One wielder of each element is selected by the land to compete in six deadly games. The winner takes the crown. Unaware of being one of the last Light wielders. Aurora has no idea what she’s up against and when the old King’s son, Sterling, takes an interest in her, she is in a fight for her life.

Everything I hate in a book, I found it in here. Overuse of clichรฉ tropes and an embarrassing main character that lacks any real character development. Like, girl, if you don’t stand up for yourself…..

I don’t even want to talk about Sterling or I will throw up.

Our Sunny Days, Volume 1

Sung Ho settles for life in the Korean countryside when he suddenly becomes a single father to a baby girl. With no support, he finds himself butting heads with Kwon Haebeom, the grumpy village head, who seems to have it out for him. Can the two move past their first impressions and find friendship in each other?

BEST MANWHA EVER. When I discovered this was coming to print in English, I almost cried. If you’re new to BLs, then let this be the first one you read. It is sweet, hilarious and so wholesome. A beautiful found family surrounding the small village of Nuldongmae. His bald ass baby is the cutest manhwa baby ever!!!!!! This is also the same author of Unromantic Romance which is another amazing webtoon!

You Weren’t Meant to Be Human

A body horror novel about parasitic hives that are found all around the US which offer struggling humans a new community in exchange for loyalty to the Hive. Crane is a young autistic trans man who has been following the hive for a few years now and finds himself going through an unwanted pregnancy where the hive is determined he goes through with the pregnancy.

This book genuinely left me so shocked. A lot of reviews describe this book as splatterpunk which I’ve not read before and while this book is incredible, it has made me aware that I don’t think this is a genre I’ll be reading that often. It is a gory page turning read. I will be definitely looking into more of Andrew Joseph White’s books.

I actually read this as part of the Trans Right Readathon, but I ended up getting sick just as the readathon started so this was the only book I managed to read. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

The Water and the Wild*

A novel in verse about a young girl in grief moves to Ireland where her father is now buried and discovers a secret within the father’s hometown.

Fia and the Last Snow Deer is one of my favourite books and Eilish Fisher returns with an even more powerful sequel. Rowan and her mother move from the US to Ireland in hopes of finding peace in her father’s home town – the one he had left so many years ago. But something is odd about the town and The Wall that surrounds it. An open secret amongst the people that they must fix the wall or else. When Rowan sneaks beyond The Wall, she discovers a horse and for the first time in forever, she feels at peace. But will this peace come at a cost? I would’ve loved to have seen the same illustrator for Fia and the Last Snow Deer, but there’s something so haunting about David Rooney’s art that fits so perfectly for this story. I was immediately enthralled. I can see Eilish Fisher becoming a classic children’s author in the future.

The Anthropocene Reviewed** (Published by Ebury but I purchased the e-book)

A collection of personal essays from author John Green. Originally a podcast, he reviews different aspects of our human-centered history and rating them on a five-star scale.

I decided to read this on a whim as I noticed it was the only John Green book I haven’t read. (I had read most of his fictional books as a teen! Yes… I was a 2012 Tumblr girl…..) I was mainly put off from reading this as I had listened the podcast over lockdown so I was already familiar with a lot of the content. However, there are six new exclusive pieces to the published version! It was great, especially if you’re new to John’s non-fiction work but I would recommend listening to the podcast!

The Amberglow Candy Store** (Published by Michael Joseph but I purchased the book)

At the end of Gloaming Lane, there lies the Amberglow Candy Store, only open between the full moon and the new moon and manned by a half-fox man called Kogetsu who promises confection that changes the lives of his customers. Customers range from a teenage girl worrying about her strained relationship to a struggling first time mother. The stories are lovely and offer a great reflection on the complex nature of human relationships as Kogetsu watches the aftereffect of his creations, eager to understand how humans work.


Thatโ€™s it for this month! Tell me what went on in YOUR life this month! What sort of things was important for you this month? New obsessions? New TV shows? Or book? Any new song recs (Iโ€™m always open to new music!)? Best books you read this month?

Monthly Rewind: February 2026

Monthly Rewind: February 2026

B O O K S

In February, I read 7 books!

For transparency, every book marked with * are titles I received for free as I currently work at PRH UK.


The Night Stairs*

When schoolgirls start fainting one after the other at a convent boarding school, years of trauma threaten to unravel the very foundation St. Cordula’s was built on. Deputy Head, Fiona Fox, is determined not to let the fits distract from the school merger, but as one of the very people who survive the fits in 2002, she determined to protect her girls but to also protect the secret of what happened on the night of the tragedy all those years ago.

Forgive me, Erin Kelly, I was not familiar with your game. This is her eleventh book and the first time I’ve ever read one of her books! I’m not a thriller reader AT ALL, but this one got me HOOKED. Hell hath no fury like a teenage girl scorned. Seriously.

Hot Chocolate on Thursday*

Set around the Marble Cafe, a woman orders hot chocolate every Thursday as she pens a new letter to her friend. From there, the story grows expanding into the lives of staff, customers and passer-by’s subtly intertwined into a lovely slice-of-life healing tale.

If Michiko Aoyama has no fans, then I am simply dead.

Atlas of the Invisible*

Redefining the atlas through human data, I really enjoyed seeing all the rich and visual information about the human past, present and future! Sliiightly outdated now but still very very cool to read. It reminds me of those books that I used to randomly read in primary school!

The Barbecue at No.9*

The residents of Delmont Close are preparing a neighbourhood barbecue to watch Live Aid. A day watched by millions, and changed the lives of many. Including the people of Delmont Close. And as the hours tick by, do they really know their neighbours as well as they thought!

Super fun! A bit more predictable compared to The List of Suspicious Things, but if you enjoyed her debut, then this one is will not disappoint at all!

A Hymn to Life: Shame has to Change Sides*

I still remember the day I first read about Gisele’s case in 2024. This is her story in her own words. An extraordinary memoir whose story will be remembered for years to come.

They Came to Slay: The Queer Culture of DnD

Found this book through TikTok! Dungeon Master Thom recounts the queer history of hit tabletop roleplaying game Dungeons & Dragons. A great quick read, but too short to be enough of a deep dive. No fault of the book as its part of Ink 404’s Inkling series. (Topics designed to be condensed!)

Death of an Ordinary Man*

Sarah Perryโ€™s father-in-law David died only nine days after a cancer diagnosis. She offers a moving and loving account of his last days. It’s not an easy read, one that reminded me deeply on my paternal grandmother, but it’s such a moving one. A tender and compassionate reflection on death and the void it leaves.

Thatโ€™s it for this month! Tell me what went on in YOUR life this month! What sort of things was important for you this month? New obsessions? New TV shows? Or book? Any new song recs (Iโ€™m always open to new music!)? Best books you read this month?

Monthly Rewind: January 2026

Monthly Rewind: January 2026

Edit: Guess who thought this post was already scheduled only to find it still sitting in her drafts A WHOLE WEEK AFTER it was meant to be published.

B O O K S

In January, I read 5 books!

For transparency, every book marked with * are titles I received for free as I currently work at PRH UK.


Nordlys, Volume 1*

The night before her coming-of-age ceremony Sonja finds herself transported to another world by a mysterious boy. Suddenly, she is in a Norway she’s never seen before. One filled with trolls, pirates and magic. As she soon learns there are also enemies in this world and her sudden arrival might just get her in trouble.

Such an adorable graphic novel! Think Peter Pan with the same underlying dark elements that are still suitable for a younger audience. I wasn’t a fan of the face that the cover of the book is completely different to the actual art style. The original is stunning and wish it was used for the cover since the current one makes it look like a movie adaptation.

When the Cranes Fly South*

Bo is determined to live the rest of his days in his small Swedish village with his dog, Sixten, by his side. Until his son Hans decides that Bo is too old to care for Sixten and plans to whisk him away from Bo. The threat of losing his lifelong companion takes Bo down memory lane as he attempts to keep Sixten with him.

A remarkable and moving story. I had finished the book on my plane home from Germany and had to hold back tears the entire time!

Augusta Pine Does Not Exist*

In a future where identification is all done through a permanent biometric tattoo, there are still people like Augusta Pine. Hired by the government with no official existence. She is merely a Wraith. And if she wants to see her family again, she must comply and serve her sentence. On a rare weekend off, Augusta finds the building where she’s renting is hacked and locked down by cyber terrorists. To save everyone, Augusta must stay one step ahead of the killers and for the first time, she may have found her match.

A reverse heist about a teen spy who much outsmart ecoterrorists to free a building of hostages. We are SO back, Totally Spies. I think the Identity Security Division should give Augusta her own slide where she can change into her gear. Great fun! Definitely recommend for any teen readers in your life!

The Other World’s Books on the Bean Counter, Volume 1 & Volume 2

An overworked Japanese salary man is accidently transported to another world and instead of accepting the generosity of this mysterious kingdom, he simply asks for a job. When he begins to discover mismanagement in the Kingdom’s accountancy, he finds himself almost dying from overwork. In comes Commander Aresh, the handsome lone wolf, who saves him from near death by using physical intimacy. With his weak institution, Seiichirou Kondou must rely on this man to process this magical world or risk dying from magical exposure.

I loved so ridiculous this plot was! I started reading the manga first before swapping to the light novel as those were the original text. I have to say the manga does SUCH a good job at adapting the story. In the English translation, the story has a habit of constantly repeating itself, the plot, characters, anything that was mentioned a few chapters before. This is just due to its nature as a light novel when it was serialised on a novel publishing site. But the pacing of this book would’ve been so much better if they had just edited out any unwanted repetition.

Thatโ€™s it for this month! Tell me what went on in YOUR life this month! What sort of things was important for you this month? New obsessions? New TV shows? Or book? Any new song recs (Iโ€™m always open to new music!)? Best books you read this month?

Reading Recap 2025!

Reading Recap 2025!

Happy New Year! I hope you all had a wonderful end to 2025 and a lovely new year! I’ve read a lot in 2025, reaching 101 books! Which, according to Goodreads, is actually one of my highest reading years ever! The last time I actually read this many books in a year was back in 2018 – which I was my first year of university!

I don’t usually set goals for myself in the new year (aside from reading ones) but after dabbling in different hobbies in 2025, it made me realise I want to set myself some creative goals for 2026.

  • Continue working with watercolour paints!
    • I picked up watercolour paints as an activity to do during the Summer Hours at work. (which is working extra hours in the week to have Friday afternoon off). I began painting the covers of the books I read and I ended the year having only painted 8 covers. I used a rather small sketchbook which made the painting process less daunting. I too was sucked in by those TikTok ads to buy acrylic marker pens and they’ve surprisingly come in handy for this! It was such a fun and relaxing way to unwind from all the screens I’m looking at constantly during the day for work and also for streaming.
  • Return to blogging (FOR REAL THIS TIME I SWEAR)
    • On the blog, I’ve only been posting my month rewinds for the last year or so. And it’s made me feel pretty guilty. 2025 was a bit lacking in the creative department. And this blog is where a lot of my creative endeavours first began. I do talk about the books I read on stream (twitch.tv/zaheerah) but I haven’t written a full review in sooo long. I swear my Netgalley TBR will be dealt with this year!

I’m not a goal setter as I find that I don’t end up following them so these two goals seem open enough that I will commit to them rather than abandoning them in the future.

My reading pattern for this year has been pretty consistent! I’ve found that I am much more picky with the books I read since I have less time to do so which means I didn’t dislike many of the books I read this year! (Don’t get me wrong, there was a few books I really, really hated but I don’t want to highlight them ahah) I’ve read a ton of fun books this year, especially webtoons!

Continue reading “Reading Recap 2025!”

Monthly Rewind: December 2025

Monthly Rewind: December 2025

B O O K S

In December, I read 11 books!

For transparency, every book marked with * are titles I received for free as I currently work at PRH UK.

Good Spirits

Harriet York finds herself visited by the Ghost of Christmas Past, a grumpy Nolan Callahan, who has no idea why he’s haunting the seemingly kind Harriet.

My 2026 reading goal should be to block HarperCollins on TikTok so I can stop lurking on their livestreams and be tempted by their discounts because this is now the 5th book I’ve bought on there and found myself sorely disappointed. I never read seasonally but I thought I would give a Christmas book a chance this time around. The only scene I liked was the mistletoe scene but everything else was such a bore. It started off strong and I liked the head butting between Harriet and Nolan but it went downhill so fast once they immediately became attracted to each other without any sort of development. Their relationship moves too fast to feel remotely satisfying as a reader.

Spoilers!

Soulmates being the answer to everything immediately ruined it for me. All that development and mystery with Nolan and it was as simple as the two of them being soulmates felt SO lacklustre.

Heated Rivalry

I too have joined the Heated Rivalry hype. I thought the book was fun! Nothing too standout but an enjoyable quick read. I do appreciate how well the TV show adapted the book! I know it’s easier with a modern contemporary novel but I’ve been burnt out too many times by adaptations.

A Lonely Broadcast: Book One

Firewatch meets The Magnus Archives! I liked this a lot! The creepy and gory details really made this book. I would’ve loved a bit more characterisation from the main leads. I rarely read horror because I prefer visual horror (like movies, tv and games) but this one had been stuck to my kindle for HOURS.

Game Changer

I loved Shane and Kip’s story so much! I understand why Shane and Ilya are the standout couple of the series but I really appreciated the slower development of Shane and Kip’s story.

Upward Bound*

A tale of community that follows the residents and workers of a day care centre for Los Angeles’s disabled residents. I really enjoyed the different perspectives in this book. I thought it would just stick to just the workers and residents but seeing even chapters from people who are passing by really made this unique! Hearing the different perspectives made this such a immersive story!

Last Breath, Black Dawn, Bitter Blood, Fall of Night, Daylighters (Morganville #11 – 15)

Did I panic and realise that it was already December and I hadn’t finished my Morganville re-read so I read the last 5 books in a month? Why, yes. Yes, I did. Reading the last book 5 in quick succession made me realise how unhinged the last few books in the series was. Especially because it goes from the Draug and Daylighter Foundation as villains in the space of like two books. I loved re-reading the series and I can’t wait to do my re-read of the Great Library series in the new year!

A Lonely Broadcast: Book Two

Such an improvement in Book Two! I felt like the story really grew into its own here! I’m so excited to see what Book Three will have in store! Although I do wish the series was separated by having their own names.

Also, if anything happens to Daniel, I am single-handedly that fuck ass monster in the woods myself.


Thatโ€™s it for this month! Tell me what went on in YOUR life this month! What sort of things was important for you this month? New obsessions? New TV shows? Or book? Any new song recs (Iโ€™m always open to new music!)? Best books you read this month?