Monthly Rewind: April 2026

Monthly Rewind: April 2026

L I F E

All I’ve done this month is play Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream. Send help.

B O O K S

In April, I read 7 books!

For transparency, every book marked with * are titles I received for free as I currently work at PRH UK.

Yuki, I Love You!

A cute slice of life one shot following Haru and Yuki, two childhood friends turned lovers, as live their lives together. I feel like I rarely read manga where the main couple is already established. This one is short but sweet. I found it randomly while scrolling through TikTok!

We’ll Prescribe You Another Cat*

We return to the Kokoro Clinic for the Soul with new patients in dire need of some feline assistance. A lovely sequel! I was worried it would feel rather repetitive considering the format of the plot. But instead it continues its heart-warming streak from the first book!

Bad Queer

A novel in verse following a non-binary teen falling in love for the first time. I loved the illustrations that were all around this book! A punchy and intimate look of first love and loss. I’m not big on novel in verse but this was so, so lovely.

A Prince Among Pirates

Running away from an arranged marriage, Kit Davenport finds himself embarking a ship he should ever be seen on. The Deliverance is manned by a crew of misfits led by a charismatic Reggie Sharpe. Life at sea is not for all but Kit has no choice if wants to keep running from his past.

I refuse to acknowledge the existence of the U.K cover. The U.S. cover above is so stunning and is what caught my eye when I first saw the book on Instagram. HarperCollins UK, please see me in the backrooms, we have some things to discuss..

I don’t know why but for some reason, I thought this was a fantasy at first glance but it’s actually historical fiction! A light-hearted fun read but still manages to tackle serious topics of its time such as colonialism and piracy. Also, I found it funny that Reggie’s name is in the book description but for most of the book, it’s actually hidden from the reader. Kit is even shocked to learn his name and I just sat there thinking, “was I supposed to be shocked too?๐Ÿ˜…”

The romance is so sweet! I actually preferred the growing friendship of Kit and his fellow crewmates on the ship but it was fun seeing Kit and Reggie grow as the story developed.

I have to admit there is only one thing that I hated about this book but it’s not the fault of the book at all. Reggie refers to Kit as Kitten constantly. And if you watch my streams where I play the game Love and Deepspace, then you will already know how I feel about pet names. (Spoiler: I don’t like them at all!) It’s the ONE thing I couldn’t get over this entire book. I loved this book and it made me feel so bad that this one little thing was so close to ruining my reading experience. My rating for this book is 5/5 because it deserves it but just know in my soul that a little part of me died every time Reggie said Kitten.

The King in Yellow*

A collection of weird fiction stories linked to The King in Yellow. This book is very odd and can be divided into two sections. The first part that deals with stories through the theme of The King in Yellow which is a title to a play that causes people to go mad when they read it. The second half of the book turns more light hearted. I kind of love how confused this book made me feel.

A fun reason as to why I was reading this book: Minecraft.

Yes, Minecraft.

This month, I had watched a video called “Searching for a World That Doesn’t Exist” – a Minecraft Alternate Reality Game (ARG). A Minecraft ARG is a horror-theme narrative where fiction blends with reality to create this unfolding story. The story follows a player named Avery exploring a corrupted Minecraft world on a used laptop. This two part series draws heavily on the King in Yellow mythos, focusing on the psychological impact of forbidden knowledge and how it breaks down Avery.

The video is pure psychological horror and was such a phenomenal watch that it made me want to read The King in Yellow to understand the mythos a bit more.

An Elixir for Wonderlust

Tal has spent the last nine years on the run, but he’s not a criminal. Instead, he is being chased by a Wraith, a spirit which manifested after twenty-four townspeople of Shearwater, including Tal and his father, walked into the river and drowned – except only Tal returned unscathed. When he returns home to attend his grandfather’s funeral, Tal doesn’t plan on staying until his sibling convinces him to see the town’s newest healer who so happens to be the very person he had a one-night stand with the night prior. But Tal is determined to end the curse once and for all but the wraith is unforgiving and they might just drown under the pressure of Shearwater Spring.

NEW ALISTAIR REEVES BOOK MEANS I GET TO BE EVEN MORE ANNOYING ON THE INTERNET.

10/10. No notes. I might have cried a little when we had the cameo from Briar/Rowan and Ambrose/Emery. (the previous couples from the series) I’m sorry if you’re a Twitch viewer because you must be SICK of me constantly talking about this series.

Voices in the Sea Foam

A modern manga retelling of The Little Mermaid where the mermaid is reincarnated into Aito who has his memories from his past life returned to him when he meets the current reincarnation of his prince.

Once again, I am cursed to read beautiful one-shot mangas where I yearn for more. I do think this story would’ve benefitted from being a bit longer to let the reincarnation part settle in but it was beautiful nonetheless. I’m so glad I found this while randomly scrolling through Netgalley.


Thatโ€™s it for this month! Tell me what went on in YOUR life this month! What sort of things was important for you this month? New obsessions? New TV shows? Or book? Any new song recs (Iโ€™m always open to new music!)? Best books you read this month?

Reading Recap 2025!

Reading Recap 2025!

Happy New Year! I hope you all had a wonderful end to 2025 and a lovely new year! I’ve read a lot in 2025, reaching 101 books! Which, according to Goodreads, is actually one of my highest reading years ever! The last time I actually read this many books in a year was back in 2018 – which I was my first year of university!

I don’t usually set goals for myself in the new year (aside from reading ones) but after dabbling in different hobbies in 2025, it made me realise I want to set myself some creative goals for 2026.

  • Continue working with watercolour paints!
    • I picked up watercolour paints as an activity to do during the Summer Hours at work. (which is working extra hours in the week to have Friday afternoon off). I began painting the covers of the books I read and I ended the year having only painted 8 covers. I used a rather small sketchbook which made the painting process less daunting. I too was sucked in by those TikTok ads to buy acrylic marker pens and they’ve surprisingly come in handy for this! It was such a fun and relaxing way to unwind from all the screens I’m looking at constantly during the day for work and also for streaming.
  • Return to blogging (FOR REAL THIS TIME I SWEAR)
    • On the blog, I’ve only been posting my month rewinds for the last year or so. And it’s made me feel pretty guilty. 2025 was a bit lacking in the creative department. And this blog is where a lot of my creative endeavours first began. I do talk about the books I read on stream (twitch.tv/zaheerah) but I haven’t written a full review in sooo long. I swear my Netgalley TBR will be dealt with this year!

I’m not a goal setter as I find that I don’t end up following them so these two goals seem open enough that I will commit to them rather than abandoning them in the future.

My reading pattern for this year has been pretty consistent! I’ve found that I am much more picky with the books I read since I have less time to do so which means I didn’t dislike many of the books I read this year! (Don’t get me wrong, there was a few books I really, really hated but I don’t want to highlight them ahah) I’ve read a ton of fun books this year, especially webtoons!

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Monthly Rewind: July 2025

Monthly Rewind: July 2025

L I F E

A bit late for this month, partially because I’ve been sick the last week or so! But I’m slowly feeling human again. ๐Ÿ˜…I had a fun month at work in July as Penguin Random House was celebrating its 90th anniversary! The entire year so far has been filled with numerous events for the occasion, but as July 30th was its official date, a lot was happening at work! I volunteered for the ‘Nothing Like A Book‘ event, which was held at the Truman Brewery on July 19th and 20th, 2025. I volunteered on the 19th at the Book Nook, giving out free books to anyone who stopped by. When I initially volunteered, I wasn’t expecting to be given such a front-facing role. The introvert in me was actually dying the entire time. ๐Ÿ˜… But it was so lovely meeting everyone who came by the stall!

I know there isn’t much of an overlap between my audience here and on Twitch but I do like giving updates here when I can. I now officially have a new model that will be used for streams from now onwards. I commissioned a lovely artist called artsy_vii who creates these adorable pixel png models! I’ve been waiting since early this year for their commission list to open up so I could have a new model of my OC, Nara. I will miss the models I created myself but I’ve been wanted a new model for consistency for a while now and I love what I got from Vii!!!

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Monthly Rewind: November 2024

Monthly Rewind: November 2024

Hi, so there was a lot of books this month that I wanted to ramble about so this month’s post is purely on the books I’ve read!

B O O K S

For transparency, books marked with an asterisk (*) signify books I received through work at PRH.

A small boy washes up on the shores of a Scottish fishing village, he bears a striking resemblance to Dorothy’s son who went missing years ago. With the village snowed in for the winter, Dorothy agrees to look after the child until he can be returned home. Soon buried secrets come to light and Dorothy finds herself face to face with the reclusive fisherman that she had once loved long ago.

This book made me a MESS. I heard of this book through work and I thought this would be a nice read for my train journey home. Boy was I so, so wrong…. The Fisherman’s Gift is a book seeped in sadness, each page turn bringing more misfortunes than the chapter before. I reached half way and was thinking surely this can’t get anymore sadder? It is beautifully written and heart-breaking. I would say it’s even deceptive in the way it’s described as a love story when the romance is briefly touched upon, and the depth of the story really comes from the community. Dorothy I would fight the entire village for the way they treated you!

Orbital follows the lives of six fictional astronauts over 24 hours on a space station as they collect data, conduct experiments and ponder on the lives of those below them. I had the pleasure of getting to celebrate its Booker Prize win in the office and it was such a lovely moment with everyone cheering for Samantha Harvey who dropped by briefly! I really enjoyed this, managed to read it all in my two hour train journey home. It’s definitely a dividing book and if you’re looking for a plot, you’ll be sorely disappointed. I read this at the same time I finished playing Mouthwashing and it has definitely set me on a space reading kick now.

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Monthly Rewind: October 2024

Monthly Rewind: October 2024

L I F E

Hi, this is a very delayed month rewind post because my wifi went out for a few days in early November, so enjoy a late post! Not much for October this year! I did attend the October MCM Comic Con, which was chaotic and fun! I will not be looking at my bank account for the next few days to see the devastating impact of Artist Alley. I also completely forgot to take pictures, so here is the one picture I have of a Wukong cosplayer!

I was hoping someone would cosplay as him, and I was not disappointed. It was hilarious that we spotted the top of his outfit before seeing him in the crowds. I know it’s hotly contested on whether Black Myth: Wu Kong is a soulslike game or not, but after watching my brother play parts of the game, I’m not so sure if someone like me – who has the reaction speed of a snail – would even be able to get 30 minutes into the game so I just stuck to watching a playthrough.๐Ÿ˜‚

A R T

Consider this the corner of shame. I didn’t have time to work on any art this month. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

B O O K S

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