Monthly Rewind: October 2025

Monthly Rewind: October 2025

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I attended MCM Comic Con this October, and it was particularly special because it was the first time I cosplayed in an outfit I had made myself! I cosplayed Farya from the video game Date Everything! She is the dateable item that is the personification of a First Aid Kit. When I first played the game, I jokingly said that I should cosplay her, not thinking it was a serious suggestion, until a couple of months ago. I just got this random spark of energy and decided to buy everything I needed to make the outfit. It’s not the best, as it was mainly just me painting everything directly onto the coat. However, in the future, I would like to attempt to recreate the outfit a bit better.

Thank you to the lovely person who cosplayed Skylar and joined me, so I didn’t have to take the picture by myself. (We took group pictures where everyone gathered, depending on where their character was located, and I just happened to be the only person cosplaying someone from the bathroom ๐Ÿ˜…) I also had a few professional photos taken of me, but I’m waiting to hear back from the photographers!

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Monthly Rewind: August 2025

Monthly Rewind: August 2025

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A Twitch update but I reached 300 followers! This has been a goal of mine for a while now on Twitch and we recently reach the goal last week! Thank you to anyone who decided that hearing me ramble about books while I play games badly was entertaining enough for a follow!

B O O K S

In August, I read 6 books!

For transparency, books marked with an asterisk (*) signify books I received through work at PRH.

We Are Not Numbers*

We Are Not Numbers is a project established in 2015 to provide English language writing workshops for young Palestinians in Gaza. This is a collection of their works over the last ten years. An unparalleled look into the lives of the youths of Gaza. Some pieces are heartful and hopeful while others are sombre on their future. A brilliant collection of the current lives of Palestinian youths, some who are still in Gaza, some displaced and others who are no longer here to tell their stories. As Motaz Aziza said: this is Gaza as it truly is, written by those who live it every day.

A Resistance of Witches*

When young witch Lydia Polk discovers that Hitler is raising his own army of witches who infiltrate the Royal Academy of Witches, she is forced to search for an ancient book without the help of her peers. On her own in Occupied France, Lydia finds her companions in Rebecca, a French resistance fighter, and Henry, a Haitian-American art historian. With the Nazi and their witches hot on her tail, Lydia is running out of time.

You ever find a book and read its synopsis and think, “now did someone even think of a plot like this?….. I have to read it.” This is it for me. I had a lot of fun reading this! I do think Morgan Ryan really missed out on not expanding on the different forms of witchcraft and magic. We discover that Henry is also magically inclined as well and small lore drop we learn about him is SO interesting and it’s disappointing that we just move on from that information. There is a part of the story where we don’t follow Lydia for a few chapters and I genuinely think that removing her POV from those few chapters really ruined the good pacing that the story starts out with.

Bookworm*

A love letter to childhood books! Lucy Mangan revisits her childhood readings and relives the the tales and lives of the characters from our childhood from authors such as Dahl, C. S. Lewis, Judy Blume and J.R.R. Tolkien. A lovely ode to the books that we love and cherish in our childhood. I actually used this book’s concept to write my own version Bookworm which I’ll post on the blog soon!

The Man Who Planted Trees*

I actually read this when I was mostly delirious from sickness. I picked this up from the shelves at work and I realised I watched the animated film but never actually read the original tale. A short story about a man who meets a shepherd as she begins to plant acorns across the wilderness. Ten years later, he returns to see the forest that has grown. An allegorical tale of a modern fable to highlight thought into action.

Of Monsters and Mainframes

I actually DNF’d this at 80%. I usually don’t include DNF books but since I was so close to finishing, I felt like I had to mention it here. Demeter is a shuttle ship designed to take humans from Earth to Alpha Centauri. But her passengers keep dying and she doesn’t know why. She joins forces with her past visitors to take down Dracula before he can harm anymore people.

A fun weird and quirky plot but it felt like the author was trying to shove so much into one book that even the synopsis felt confusing. It’s actually incredible how much happens in this book but it felt SO boring. Almost gave me the same vibes as the Murderbot diaries but none of the cast are remotely interesting enough to care about. (Except for one.) Severely lacking in anything that is memorable. I decided to DNF because I realised as I was reading, it felt like I was skipping most of the scenes until I got to the one character I actually liked. I don’t think I could actually tell you what was happening outside of their chapters.

What Happens in Amsterdam*

When Dani accepts a job that takes her from L.A to Amsterdam, she’s desperate to make this move a fresh start. Newly dumped and fired, her first week in the Netherlands goes from bad to worse when she crashes into her old ex-boyfriend, Wouter, the exchange student who lived with her family ten years ago. When Dani’s job falls apart and her visa is at risk, she accepts Wouter’s plan to become his partner so he could inherit his family home.

I only read this book because it was set in Amsterdam and I showed the book to my Dutch friend who was not impressed by the plot. I’ll be honest, the only thing that impressed me was that the author made marriage of convenience boring. How did you even do that?


Thatโ€™s it for this month! Tell me what went on in YOUR life this month! What sort of things was important for you this month? New obsessions? New TV shows? Or book? Any new song recs (Iโ€™m always open to new music!)? Best books you read this month?

Monthly Rewind: May 2025

Monthly Rewind: May 2025

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In May, I attended Penguin Presents, a full-day event for staff at Penguin Random House celebrating their work. This one was particularly special, as it highlighted the 90th Anniversary. It was a great show with a fantastic selection of authors and an opportunity to hear about upcoming releases from the company. To be honest, you can’t really have Dame Judi Dench as your first guest and not expect it to be a fantastic event. I was lucky enough to snag a meet & greet with Jacqueline Wilson, and she signed my copy of Double Act from my childhood! I was a bit cheeky and realised that as I finished my signing with Jacqueline, Malorie Blackman’s line had just finished, so I also jumped over to her table and had the chance to say hello! These two authors were such a stable in our household. Malorie, especially with her works such as ANTIDOTE, Hacker and Thief – three of my favourite childhood reads! I always say that there are three authors whose works were pivotal to my interest in reading and, later, working in publishing (the third author being Rachel Caine). To meet two of them in one day was honestly amazing!

B O O K S

In May, I read 13 books!

8 of those books were a part of my Morganville Vampires series re-read! I’ve been slowly going back into writing which made me feel really nostalgic for Rachel’s works as I began working on my own writing.

For transparency, books marked with an asterisk (*) signify books I received through work at PRH.

Glass Houses, The Dead Girl’s Dance, Midnight Alley, Feast of Fools, Lord of Misrule, Carpe Corpus, Fade Out & Kiss of Death

Nothing has made me question my memory more as I re-read this series. I thought I had a pretty good memory of the entire series. Still, re-reading it, I’m actually laughing at how much I’ve forgotten. Not even plot points – I somehow managed to forget the characters. (Not you, Sam Glass, my beloved. I like to think he was the beginning of my obsession with red-haired characters.)

Suppose you haven’t read or heard of this series. In that case, Morganville Vampires is a massive 15-book series about a girl named Claire who discovers that the town she attends college in is run by vampires. Each book presents a new challenge for her as she becomes more involved with the town’s increasingly undead residents.

I began reading this series when I was 9, maybe 12 for the later books, and now, at 27, I think, ‘Wow, these characters were all babies.’ I used to think Claire was so calm and mature, and now I’m reading this and thinking, ‘Claire, please relax.’ You are a child and don’t need to be doing all this. A side note, but I LOVE how dated this series feels now. Something about Shane having a PSP and them playing video games that were clearly inspired by old generations felt incredibly nostalgic – I used to be so jealous of Shane having a PSP because back then, only my brother had one. Is this series peak fiction? Probably only to 9-year-old me. But I’m having so much fun re-reading this because it still feels as entertaining as it was eighteen years ago

Cry When the Baby Cries*

An insightful graphic memoir about the early years of parenthood! I heard about this book in a meeting and I was waiting for it to be released! So funny and candid!

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Monthly Rewind: April 2025

Monthly Rewind: April 2025

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I had the opportunity to visit the Penguin Random House library & archive, thanks to work! It was one of many sites that holds manuscript, contracts and artwork of books that stretches back to the mid-19th century! We had a short but amazingly presented tour of the inner workings of the archive. Such a small team that does such pivotal work! Afterwards, they let us just walk around all the books and my first stop was definitely checking out all childhood favourites and seeing them in such new condition felt illegal.

A R T

I was a little sick earlier in the month which means I didn’t get to draw as much as I wanted. But I did stream a bit of the progress of creating a new model for stream. I’m still deciding between two different poses but hopefully next month I can show better progress!

B O O K S

In April, I read 8 books!

Our Infinite Fates by Laura Steven

When I started working at Penguin, I kept hearing this title all over the Children’s team. At first, I wasn’t interested in reading a YA book at the time, but the cover was so pretty I couldn’t stop thinking about the book. It really suits the vibe of the book that I was shocked to see how differently the US cover looks since that cover makes it look like completely different genre!

Our Infinite Fates is a YA fantasy romance that follows Evelyn who is fated to die by Arden’s hand before her 18th birthday. Together, they have lived over a thousand lifetimes and Evelyn still can’t decipher the curse that follows them. She faces a problem in her current life when her little sister needs her for bone marrow transplant and she is weeks away from turning 18, waiting for the day Arden appears on her door. If Evelyn wants to save her sister, she must discover the truth behind her curse and end the centuries old battle with Arden for good.

Honestly, I was bit on the fence with this book. And that was mainly due to the chapters set in the present time. I thought current day Evelyn and Arden weren’t as interesting as their past reincarnations. I loved the diversity of their past lives and seeing how they grow in every lifetime that it almost felt disappointing coming back to the main storyline because all I did was yearn for their past lives.

Something happens in the last 30% of the book that absolutely flipped the entire book on its head for me. I went from having very neutral thoughts to thinking:

To Laura Steven:

Without giving too much away, the entire vibe of the last quarter reminded me of Resident Evil Village. No one I know whose read this book has also played Village and I’m dying to find someone else who has so they can also understand how much the two compare! It actually made me so excited for her adult fantasy debut, Silvercloak!

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Monthly Rewind: March 2025

Monthly Rewind: March 2025

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Okay! So I’m giving you a little snippet of the art that I made for my team’s newsletter at work! Since it hasn’t been released yet, I don’t want to share the full art in case anyone from work is reading this post (if you are, hi ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿผ) Since this one will be released around the same time of the company’s anniversary, this is a birthday artwork to celebrate Penguin’s 90th year as a company. I was super happy to work on this one especially as I grew up reading books from Penguin and Puffin (which is celebrating it’s 85th year!) so to be able to make a piece of art that will be shared internally was a super proud moment for me!

B O O K S

In March, I read 5 books, 2 short stories and 1 manga volume.

Pole Position by Rebecca J. Caffery

I know F1 romances have been a biiig thing for sports romance readers for a while and I’ll be honest, I have no interest in F1 at all. But something about sports fiction really intrigues me even when I have zero interest in sports. I was browsing the HarperCollins sale and those ladies on their TikTok livestreams do a great job at emptying your wallets because I did end up picking Pole Position. Sadly, I did not enjoy this one at all.

The more I read this book, the more I got annoyed at the characters. It’s a very easy to read book, but that’s the only nice thing I could say about it. It is a romance between two competitive race car drivers, Kian, an industry golden boy, and Harper, a cocky rookie, whose name is more known on the tabloids than it is on the roads. It was just SO bland. All these tropes shoved into one book and it still could not save Kian and Harper. How can you even call this enemies to lovers when the switch up happens in like a second and even then, WHY? Harper is annoying as hell, made even worse with his borderline constant sexual harassment of Kian. And Kian’s not that great either when he helps a drunk Harper and makes a move on him DESPITE his entire internal monologue being like let’s not mess with a drunk guy. *proceeds to mess around with a drunk guy* Why even bother making this an age gap romance when the both of them act much younger than their actual ages. Definitely not the one for me.

The Wizard’s Bakery by Gu Byeong-Mo

A young boy finds refuge in a magical bakery that is open all the time – which creates enchanted baked goods that can have devastating effect on its consumers. I really enjoyed this book but MY GOD, but I feel like I need to warn readers that this book touches about the subject of sexual assault and child abuse. The description and cover presents to you a story that appears to be whimsical and light-hearted. The main character is a young boy who runs away from home following abuse and is taken in by the bakery and in return helps the bakery owner run his online store. Here the boy discovers the devastating effects of magical enchanted goods. Different customers return after their goods fail to act out their wishes and the baker reminds them that magic has a cost and it will not bend to the will of the people who wish in bad faith. I thought the book was fantastic, but a lot darker and sinister than the marketing of this book would have you think.

The Age of Video Games by Jean Zeid & Rouge Emilie

What a lovely way to present and honour the history of video games that really manages to touch up all aspects of the industry! From Pong to even the current day mention of Genshin Impact and the impact of mobile free-to-play games! I wasn’t a fan of the art, but it is quite charming! The text is too much, I thought, some points in the book it just overwhelms the art on the page.

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Monthly Rewind: February 2025

Monthly Rewind: February 2025

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So not much art this month! I’ve been working on some stuff for my work newsletter so that has been taking up a lot of my art time. But a big thing I’m working on is practising the Arcane art style! I’ve been obsessed with show for a while and with the ending of season 2, I’ve been obsessed with practising the style for fun. The character I’ve drawn is one of my OCs, if you watch me over on Twitch, then you’ll have seen her a lot as I use a PNG model of her for streaming!

B O O K S

In February, I read 10 books and 1 graphic novel. I am on a book reading sweep at the moment! Aside from one book this month – I’ve really enjoyed all the books I’ve read this month.

For transparency, books marked with an asterisk (*) signify books I received through work at PRH.

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